Making no sense of your words when written on paper

It’s even worse when you start to notice that all if not most of your close friends have someone and then you’re just there…..it’s begins to become a problem when it’s been stuck that way for almost three years now……eventually they get tired of dwelling but it become such a big issue that all you can do is just sit there and hold on tight to your HOPE & FAITH…….

It’s been forever and a day since I bloged ….like anyone cares but I do soo yeah
KETCHUP!!!! ……..
I’m closer to god I’m okay being alone …it really doesn’t bother me ….I kinda enjoy it a little looking towards my friends who are some what having problem I’m thankful just for taking this time into being with myself….(I can’t help but think that this is exactly what lonely people say…anyway I’m more in tune with my education considering I’m about to take my first steps into life and thee real world ……oh and I’m actually keeping up with my weight …you know changing things for the better …….but there is just some things you can’t change ….my mother ….from past blogs you should know our relationship is …..I hate her…..anywho that’s about it I’ll bee here for awhile …..I MISS TUMBLR!!!!!